Wednesday, April 03, 2013
Hello world,
Guess this will be like my personal blog from now, which is good in a way.
Somehow, when one gets older and wiser (its a bundle), we tend to shut off more. In the past, i would like my blog to have many many readers. But, now, i would like my blog to be my own and personal space, where i can drop down my thoughts and feelings.
Its 2013 now (i know i am a lil bit late), many changes in my life, and i guess that only a tiny weeny part of life that i will have to go through. I am officially a working adult now, working my ass off for my monthly income. Work is alright now, glad that it is a place i know that i will learn alot from, and so far, i can say i love my job, just that money not enough. Haha, who's ever get enough of money though, but still, i wont expect much now as i know i will get what i deserve in the future. =)
Also to welcome my new baby, my baby red Jazz into my life. She's an accident that i stumble upon, something which i never expect to own yet. But she is a beautiful accident of coz, and she will be with me for the next 2 years, be good okie?
Family has been well, mum's business so far so good. And she is definitely enjoying her yearly overseas trip. LOL.
5 more days to our 8th Year Anniversary. Time flies. Its been 8 years, OMG. But still, somehow still feeling that our rs is still not on the right path yet. Or so to say, is there any "right" path? Or every path is just as rocky. Guess its something that brings no answer. After so many years, i finally finally able to slightly gonna to have the same thought as my man. To my man, it all comes down to fate whether we will be together eventually. In the past, i feel that if i do wan this rs, i will try my very best to protect it, to keep it and to hold on to it, but somehow, this "overly" love almost suffocate my man. Its really a tough journey for me to dump my theory of love away and embrace his. I wont say i did it, but i know i did tried, and i know i did to my very best. But still, there are still some theory of love of myself i wanna keep, the kind of love i wan in my marriage, in my life. We are just like 2 different worlds coming together, maybe the 2 worlds will collapse and crash, but maybe, just maybe, 2 worlds will combine and become a better and beautiful world. Which will it come down to? Guess only time can tell.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
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