W I N T E R
M I S S Y
Status: Attached to Mr Ong ♥
Sch: Singapore Polytechnic
Birth: 07/10/1988
Age: Do the math buddy
I love pink
I'm a materialist!!!! :D
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


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Geok
Patricia
Ain
Jeremy
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EnCi
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XiaoHui
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HuiXin
RuiPing
YuetShi
XueLi
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Regina
HuiYee
ZiKuan
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YingJie
LingLong
ShiYing
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Deneng
Bernard
Paul
Victor
Clement
Lucas
QingLong
Kenneth
RuiFeng

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Jin
Jefri
Daphne
Carina
May
Steven
Lennon
Pig

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hmm..... just came home from PS... went there with dear and his bro and his stead..... eat long john silver for dinner.... then go arcade play play... haha... mi and dear go plat a damm stupid game... spent $13 sia... and guess wat we get??? 3 'Bu Dao Weng' -like thing.... haha... all 3 is donald duck.... hee... quite waste money though... though dear in the past dun like to spent this kinda money de but today is exception... hee.... love him so much... then go watch Mortuary, hehe, freaking scary show but my dear beside mi... zzz..... quite nice la....
then going home le..... ---> touching my pocket and searching my bag and i cant find my HANDPHONE!!!! its with dear and we separated le, coz going diff way ma.... and suddenly my mind in a mess.... and i mean mess is really freaking mess... then i stop a couple and ask if they could let mi have a call, they just walked away thinking that i'm siao... WTF lo.... stupid sia, as if i'll take the phone and run... zzzz.... felt so so so damm sacred and helpless though... zzz.... never happen to mi so duno how to react.... after that damm couple i dun dare to ask ppl le.. wanted to go dear hse find him de, then i walk to mrt 7-11 then ask got phone, then the auntie say downstairs got public phone... den i dashed down and faster call dear... he then say he noe and is on the way back le... when i saw him, i'm not mad but rather a sense of secure and happy sia... weird... then feel so scare and suddenly just calmed by him, duno how to react but just feel like crying... idiot mi... haha.... then dear wanted to take bus wth mi home de, i say no coz ltr he sure no bus home de.... then i felt so shagged and say i taking a cab home... and dear told mi when he realised my phone with him, he already decided to come my hse downstairs wait for mi le.. lolz.... scary sia!!!!

hmmm... reached home le.... just cooled down... zzz... helpless day!! haha.... maple leeeee~!~!

helpless but relief cHrisT


hmm.... what should i write... hmm... today wake up ay 7 plus coz meeting geok, pat and ain online to START or project which we need to present ltr at noon.... and the best thing is that we haven even started!!! den, all lazy pigs, 8.45am lidat den settle down then start discussing... haha... completed by around 11 plus 12... den come school without even noe what are we going to say for out speech lo.. haha... then the time comes!!! our turn!! omg, den we just ani anihow say... haha... but it goes well though... thankz to aric and justine enthu questioning which make our class discussion fun... haha... but WE DO HATE UR ULTI QNZ!!! haha....

now searching for free online games to play!!! so sianz... cant find.... lineage 2 and pristontale all need $$ de!!!! gosh.... aniway, anyone got SIMS cd to lend mi play??????????? hee......

sMiling cHrisT


hmm.... spent 2 days with my dear dear... it was great though, no quarrels, nothing.... hmmm.... if everyday was to be lidat, it would be so great.... watched pirates of the carribean, wa, damm long show, 150mins... watch till butt numb sio... lolz.... but okok la, quite nice, but too late, den the show veri lo so, make mi so sleepy... dear's frend and dear fall asleep... zzz.... lolz.... hmmm.... so sianz.... so bored.... no mood to study sia.... haiz... next week gt maths test and a stupid presentation..... ahhhhh......

missing eu.... so much so much...

winteR sigNinG oFf


hm..., today morning and early noon, my mood was not veri good... today got mathcad test and i think i blast it.... haiz... den just feeling so mad and pissed and i also dunno y.... haiz... then after that went orchard to zara with pat and ain, bought soe clothes though... den take bus go home alone..
reach home le den dear just nice call mi... then we both tok on the phone, hmm, i would say this is the best conversation we had in this week ba..... feeling so happy after toking to him... but y??? just a damm conversation can make mi feel so sweet... hmm... i'm getting more and more weird.... then after that went running again... haha.. healthy!!
fucking family... how i damm wish to move out of this house.... haiz... freak la!!!! argh!!! i need counselling ah!!!! wtf sia.... haiz.... its just going towards the wrong way!!! ahhhh..... wat should i do???


"the 1st time i seen u at clementi bus stop, i can feel dat u r a cheeful little girl" someone said to me.... how i wish i can be like the past.... so cheerful always... haiz.... i need u my dear....


nO coMmentS


haiz.... i'm sad again... wtf... every post seems so sad... kaoz.... haiz.... dear dear just wole up... he had been slping from morning 7 to 12am... din tok much... i feel so "stranger".... i feel so "alone".... i dunno wat to do.. should i just leave it lidat??? or should i do something??? i dun wanna pick a fight, but i dunwan this to carry on.... i dun need "i love u", wat i need is true care rather than 'i love u'..... i can just say out the 3 words and do nothing about the relationship... will it stay strong??? i need someone, someone by my side... i dunno why i juz got so many fucking problems arising everyday and i dunno who to tok to.... wtf.... talk to myself??? haiz... maybe i should just shut up and tok to myself.... i should just look on the other side and dun give a damm about wats happening.... i dunno... really dunno.... wanna smile everyday, but there are always tears trying to force out everyday... my world is just turning the wrong way......

dilemma cHrisT.... argH


hmmm.... today morning got poi poi prac test... luckily not individual... haha... mi, pat and geok sharing and discussing... opps, and was kana scolded not to discuss.... =P

then gt 2.5hrs break sia.... dammmm long lo... waste my slping time.... booo... then went library watch save the last dance... shooo nice!!!! i wan smallville.... sch gt season 1 and 2 leh!!! argh....

then now rushing my biophysics report... hack care and all copy and paste... wahaha..... dear dear JUST wake up sia... from morning 7 slp till now..... zzz.... dammm pig sia him.... so lonely mi..... sobz..... then he jus msg mi..... and say he dreamt of mi gt danger then suddenly wake up.... 1st time heard him say he dreamt of mi, but wat a bad thing.. haha... nvm, at least i scared him up... wahaha.....
haiz... and NOW he came msn and say he going dota le, and again, i'm alone... he wake up or nv like the same lidat... sobz la!!!! hmmpt

going rest soon le ba since nth to do... din really had a gd rest for very long le....

yawNinG wiNteR... misH eU
*u R aLwaYs nOt aRounD*


okgod la.. wtf happen to us again la... haiz.... y always because of small things quarrel de... really small lo.... but y my dear always dont got the heart to see wat i going to say or wat.... watever he say, i can even swear that i use my heart to listen and hear, to noe watever he say... wat favour he need of mi, no matter how hard or troublesome, i will still do my very best.... but did he??? i waited and waited, hope he wake up earlier, and he woke up, we had q small quarrel... haiz.... fuck la.... my god damm phone la, if not for my phone, the themes cannot be open, mmc had to be formatted, all keygens cannot load, i dont need ask a favour from him and make us quarrel... sobz ... its my fault??? stuffy here.... going jogging..... tired

blame christY?


backy from jogging le... today oni 3.5km coz veri late le, scare kana abduct... wahaha... i'm priceless okiex.... lolz.....


oh my freaking god damm hell!!! i nearly stuck inside the lift!!!!!! the lift was bouncing sia!!! i was like praying better dun drop if not i'm going to diE!!! scary sia, first time worz... and my hp no batt!! luckily bounces a few time then open... gosh!!! tell my dear he like no reaction de... sobz... cant he just ask more and care more!!! i nearly stuck and my hp no batt leh... i so scared!!! hmmpt... today bad day!!! haiz.... fucking day fer me ah!!! booooooooo... hope tml will be a better day!!

scared christy

hmM.. picture taken during friday de CD lessons... haha... damm bored sia... teacher talk talk talk, we take take take pics... wahaha.... hmm, the stupid CD booklet, never really read or do, i juz anyhow highlight and write craps and teacher see liao keep saying gd... wahaha... so funny...

hoooo... ytd went out with dear and his 1 funi frend.... watch campus ghost stories... freaking show ah!!! waste my dear's money!!! bOoooo... i first time watch show till slp sia... haha.... dun go watch people!!!

just now went running again... as usual, 4-5km... tired!! tml have to work.... so sianz!!! haiz.... my formal report haven do ah.... die le la..... going rest loh!!!

tml will be a better day!!!

sigNinG oFf... sLeePy chriS("v")

hAiz... i'm bored... freaking bored... alone doing my god damm work... how i wish he was on the line with me accompanying me.... i have soooo much to tell him.... how i wish to share my everyday life and happenings with him... but he always seems busy, very busy... he got his own things to do and just got no time to spare on the phone with me ba.... and i dun have chance to say what i wanted to say, even if one the phone, he just doesnt really react to wat i've said... should i ask for more? or its good enuff??? should we just live our everyday life normally without much bothering to each other? can i do it?? i'm trying to change myself, changing from a gal whoo needed so much care and time to a gal that is living her life as usual everyday and just meeting him once a week and not knowing wats happening to one another daily... ill try to adapt, to adapt to his kinda lifestyle... he's worth it! i hope so....

hoping to change winter





hMmm... at home now... so damm sianz sia.... today go orchard with geok, pat, aric, justin & peter but the guys go home first... then we shop at around 7.30pm ba... bought some tops, skirt and slipper!!! yIppY.. finally.... hmmm, and buy geok and pat de belated prezzie.... ATM mi.... haha.... hmmm... then take bus go home... reach home le change le then i go jogging/running le... think gt arond 4-5km ba.... so tired, too long never exercise liao, feel damm shiok sia, sweaty sweaty then come back had a good bath.... woohooo... hee.... tml not going sch... yeah!!! slp till i happy....

eNds....
cHrisTine


hehe... working now at tiong bahru.... so bored so come here create post... having one damm freakinh ma fan customer..... argh.... hope today faster end ah!!!! then can go home slp le!! haiz, tml still got school... now school reopen and it seems like monday to sunday i'v got no time to really rest well.... sobz.... SHAG... so hungry.... going to eat my ma la ban mian liao... hee, seems like i everytime work here, everytime eat the same food.. wahahah.....

loTsA loVe...
sHaGgy ChristIne