to hear u stumble when u speak
or see u walk with two left feet
that's when i love you.
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W I N T E R
M I S S Y
Status: Attached to Mr Ong ♥
Sch: Singapore Polytechnic
Birth: 07/10/1988
Age: Do the math buddy
I love pink
I'm a materialist!!!! :D I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
Life's hard.... Sometimes plans and decision you made just don't work out... Sometimes heaven just like to make fun of people... Sometimes efforts don't pay off... Sometimes people just cant understand one another no matter how hard they tried... Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes...
THINGS JUST DON'T GO THE WAY WE WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But i'm not going to cry anymore, or lesser i would say...
I'm learning to lose my grip on everything....
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
7:47 AM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Time to update... Being lacking of updates due to some issue is my r/s... Its ok now.... Back to normal, or i can say better than the last 2 months... Hope everything stays as it is now and no more changes!!!!!
Its a NEW START!!!!!!!!!!
Here are what happen last week.......
Saw Lauren on my work to work... OMG, its being ages i saw her man!!!!!!!!!!
Miss ya~~~ 2nd day at work... That was a horrible day... The day my my heart felt so hurt and sad....
Cousin Jin came my work place to find me... How sweet~~~
Friday.... Lesson time~~~ Time to use my sore throat voice to sing... Tino lao shi nearly fainted by how i sing that day..... Haha, or i can say every lesson he has to endure my unpleasant voice.... Xin ku ni le...
Something interesting here to share!!!!
Don't laugh oh~~~~
I am not a pink freak k!!!!!!!
But now i realise all my stuffs is in pink!!! omg....
Even my bedroom wall, my bed, curtain, table is all pink!!!! zzz
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
4:50 PM
Friday, December 21, 2007
I always thought i'm strong enough, guess i'm wrong about myself. I'm weak, real emotionally weak.
Thanks all for the care and concern, and all the words of encouragement.
We are fine now, as what i know. We both just cant give up, but we both know the same problems will persists on and on... Heaven seems to be making fun of us.
To Pat: Thnx gal... I know u'll always be there.... Thnx :) To passer by: Thnx for ur concern... I am learning to cheer up. To Joan: Thnx ger... Ya, it really hurts... Sob To random passerby: Thnx yea.... I'm alright le..... To Geok: Dear gal, ur words always enlighten me... Thnx so much..... To everyone who care: Arigato!!!!~~~~
I will be happy no matter what... I'll learn to be strong... I'll learn to clean up my emotions....
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
7:40 AM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
We've decided to give each other some time off...
U want my answer? Its simple...
I longs for you, Yearns for you... I want to to be a part of my life, I want you to pay more attention to me, I want your shoulder to lean on when my tears drop, I want you to be my listening ear where when i complain my daily life, I want your heart to feel my painwhen i'm hurt, I want more of your patience by not getting irritated easily, I want your smile rather than an angry face, I want you in everything and every moment of my life.
This is my answer...
Having a fucking day at work.... OMG!!!!!!!! Help!!!!!!!!!! Haish..... Life seems meaningless.... WHY?
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
5:34 AM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
8th April'06 - 19th Dec'07
ITS OVER... Thats what u said.
I will never fall in love again!!!!!!!!!!! IT REALLY HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We are gone from each other's life now...
You won't have to stress over me anymore, You won't have to get angry because of me anymore, You won't have to spare a thought for me anymore....
I am gone out of your life.
Baby, Be happy....
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
6:32 PM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Bloggy~~~~
Nothing to blog much though....
Friday got tests tests tests... TEST SUXs...
Weekends with baby again...
This week we super save money, the only place we went out is chomp chomp..
Rest of the day at HOME!!!!
Just love being with him, home or out, its ok.....
Today meet up with pat and geok~~~!!!!!
Went for the make-over thing, its free!!!!
But it sucks!!!!
Baby,
Accidentally browsing through ur long ago army diary...
So many memories came back....
"Suddenly prefer being with you alone than frens", this is what you wrote.... Somehow diff from now eh, rmb recently you told me you prefer being with ur frends.... hmm... It really spike my heart a little.
You wrote that you feel very bad making me cry... WOW, words i'll never heard from you ever again.... CRYING is a "NONO" for me in our relationship now eh? Cause it will make you hate me more. I DUNWAN!!!!
You also wrote :" By the way baby anz me, i can feel she dun really care so much, but i dont blame her, cause its her true feelings rather then she show something that she dunwan to."
Seriously, people tend to treasure one another only on the verge of losing them.... I feel like i can no longer feel you, no longer hear your heart. Maybe you can say i took granted of you at time, but now, all i now is i am standing right beside your heart cause you are not letting me in, not letting me know clearly how you feels about me, how impoartant i am to you... Though you may say i should already know, but ppl are just lidat, they want to hear, to see it...
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
6:52 PM
Friday, December 14, 2007
SOMETHING BAD HAPPEN TO ME TODAY~~~!!!!!!
Had vocal lesson at 5 but i ended school at 3... So decided to went tiong bahru find mummy... Alot of ppl though, then i was hanging ard there.... Mum asked me to help out and so i did.... There was this mother and son asking phone then i served them....
Then there sits a very UNREASONABLE LADY and her china husband, she keeps asking abt the difference between the 2 sony ericsson phones and BASICALLY THERE IS NOT MUCH DIFFERENce as what we know.
Then she kept on asking and asking, then was like making things hard for my mum, then i stepped in and KINDLY said:" mdm, if you want to know the SPECIFIC differences between the 2 phones, u have to check it online."
Then she pick up a fuss and say :" i came to buy a phone and you ask me go home find out the info myself???"
Then i was like trying to explain to her that we, the sales line dunno the functions and specification of each phone then she insisted that i'm in the wrong.... YOU WANNA BUY A PHONE, JOLLY WELL GO CHECK IT OUT FIRST ma..... Yaya, i know that customers are always right.
Then i shut my mouth and serve my own customer...
Then the boss was sitting behind me... He suddenly spoke and say sry to the lady, the she say its ok, she long forgotten the incident. Then she explained herself saying she only wanna know the differences and say that it was rude for me to say what i've said.
Then another guy colleague came, the lady ask him... THEN U KNOW WHAT HE SAY???? HE SAID:" Basically, these two phones are quite similar, no much differences", the the lady reply:" ok.. well.... thnx... YOU ARE MORE KNOWLEGABLE!!!"
Hello, WTF, didnt i said that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh~~~~~~
Luckily, the customer i'm serving tell my boss :" she's good, dont worry."
My eyes suddenly filled with tears... OMFG, i am fking EMO can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I faster serve finish this customer and i took my bag and went toilet to cry!!!! zzz... Dont ask me why i cry... I just feel insulted... I just feel i'm being blame when i'm not in the wrong... I just cant swallow this anger!!!! Gosh, why on earth got this kind of ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UNREASONABLE!
Last friday with pat and benjamin at heeren.....
I know you had a tired and bad day today...
I've tried to care for you by giving u the rightful response.
Think abt how i response to you and the doc and how you response to my incident?
I just feel unheard... Thats all...
Nothing much....
Guess the best remedy for us now baby, is to avoid.
Muackz
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
3:02 PM
I am an EARTH DRAGON!~~~~ Dragon people are the most eccentric in the Chinese Zodiac. Soaring high into the serene heavens, they can be stubborn, passionate, excitable, honest, and brave, wear purple and walk barefoot in public fountains. They listen to their own drummer, thank you very much, while the rest of the world stands in amazement. People always admire their individuality and feisty personality. Dragons are capable of doing great work for mankind and they inspire trust in almost everyone. The Dragon symbolizes life and growth and is said to bring the five blessings: harmony, virtue, riches, fulfillment and longevity.
If you make friends with the Earth Dragon, you have a friend for life! Friendship is a big-time commitment which they show through uncommon kindness, caring, and giving spirit. When youngsters, Earth Dragons are valued by their teachers and playmates and when older, by their superiors, colleagues, and social circle. It's no wonder! Hardworking and talented, these well-rounded Dragons have a lively imagination which transforms the atmosphere. They are able to do many things well and receive many accolades during their very successful careers and good money to boot. These Dragons are wildly impulsive in money matters. If they see it, they buy it. When they buy it, it's out of sight out of mind, forgotten in the toy box. Not too late to change these wasteful spending habits, you know! Like most Dragons, those of the Earth don't like to rush Love. They like doing what comes naturally, steady rhythm, beginning from friendship and igniting into the exhilaration of falling in love when it's time. Earth Dragons want long-lasting relationships, not tumbling tumble weeds.After the male dragon has gotten over his playboy stage, he is the biggest convert of all to the joys of the everlasting Relationship. <---- my DEAR??? hmmm http://www.tuvy.com/entertainment/chinese_horoscope.htm (from may's blog)
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
6:33 AM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Am i so irritating? Am i such a burden? Am i holding back everything that u love to do? Am i letting you make hard decisions? Am i the one making u so angry each time i say something?
I hope i am not, but i'm feeling totally these. The feeling you are giving me is all these. No love, no sweet thingy, no little thoughts. Its purely only how i feel.
I just want ur heart, using your heart as your ear to hear me out, using your heart as your mouth to talk things out, using your heart as your hand to feel my pain everytime i cry.
I know u are tired of me crying. But who will cry when one is feeling happy? Who will like the feeling of crying? I, myself is tired of crying, real tired.
I know i'm getting stronger now.
In the past, everything tiny things i'll cry, and i'll want your comfort and care, NOW, only things that i feel very hurt i'll cry, but sad to say, i don't receive any care and comfort, the only thing you do is closing your heart and ear and pushing me away. I know you still come to me, but when the moment i need you the most, which is the time you are most pissed off, you'll just walk away. This hurts, really hurts.
Is it true that people should talk things out? i'm doing that, but it don't seem to help at all. Maybe its time i try the other way round, keeping my emotions, feelings and thoughts hidden, maybe till the very least, it MAY helps.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
7:31 AM
Friday, December 07, 2007
Wednesday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope he enjoy his day..... muackz
Tuesday
Went with the gals on the previous day to buy my stuffs for dear's bday....
Went all the way to Holland V, thnx gers.... Love u guys....
After school on tue, went str to ain's hse to start my COOKING and BAKING!!!!
Decided to cook a pasta meal, bake cookies and bake a cake for baby....
ITS HARD, ITS TIRING especially after a long day in school....
But for him, seeing a smile on his face, its all worthwhile...
Saturday and Sunday
Days out with baby.....
Friday
Went for MMSP 07/08 to vote for shirley's bf....
Night
Meet up with dear at town first...
He was so mad at first when i call him and got scolded by him... Haiz...
But thnx to geoky~~~ muaxks
After that ok le....
Went party world to co-celebrate baby's and his fren bday....
Thursday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUI FENG & WUNTENG!!!! Went for singing lesson...
Last friday with pat and benjamin at heeren.....
Tuesday
Night
