Tuesday, June 08, 2010
I've tried, tried so hard to do everything you want,
it may not be perfect, but at least i did my best.
I've never complained, I've never demand, I've never want anything from you.
I only want you to be someone i can lean on when i feel weak,
when i feel helpless,
but what you did was keep pushing me to be independent,
to depend on myself, to help myself.
I know you did that for my own good and sometimes you duno how to help me,
but all i ever wan was you to be my pillar,
not me to be my own pillar.
I'm trying to pour all my love into you,
but you are keeping your love away from me.
I'm afraid of our future,
i hope for a future,
but you're always pushing this future away.
It really hurts, it hurts till i hope i never existed at the very moment, so i can push the pain away.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
8:54 PM
