Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Once again,
my tears fell,
my heart sank.
我好怕
我还能再相信你吗?
Ps: You disallow people to be there for me, but when i need someone, you are not around.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
10:49 PM
Still......
You don't know what am i going through.
Or i would say you forever won't feel how i am going through now.
I always got back double compare to what i've put you through.
Is it the fact that i am a girl and i tend be be more easily hurt and pained?
Hmm... it may be.....
SO UNFAIR....
I wanna have a cue and 2 balls and be a MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You want time,
You need time.
Then whose the one suppose to be my pillar for the time being?
Aren't you afraid that i may not hold on any longer?
Day by day,
I'm learning to be my own pillar.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
2:08 AM
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Why humans can't be satisfied with what they have?
Especially GUYS!!!!!!!!!!
Can't you guys be satisfied with ONE girlfriend, ONE WIFE!!!!
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TRUST????
Its bullshit.....
NO ONE can really trust ANYONE!!!!!
You may say you trust him/her, but deep down you still have doubts.
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Damm, i really got a strong feeling against this kinda things..
I've seen alot,
I've been through alot,
I DON'T TRUST PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I rather feel jealous then i trust..................................
Its less painful if you learnt the truth later on.
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Let's break off?
Let's divorce?
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Is these 2 phase so easily being said out???
NOT to me....
When you people say it out COUNTLESS TIMES, did you ever think of the consequences?
NO!!!!
Did you ever feel how the listener/receiver will feel?
NO!!!
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
10:29 PM
Happy 20th Birthday Da boi aka Jowy!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh no!!!
2 more months and i'll be as old!!!!!!!!!!!
Fish & Co.
Let the photos do the talking,
My cousins, my family, my loves.... :)
Me, Jeanne, Jin
Tag replies
to ahbird: okie, i'll ask them and we'll see how.. Its only my house downstairs! Got nice food i sure come!
to Geok, Jin, Pat, Joan, May: Thanks for concern!!!!! muacks
to passer-by: ^^ Love is great, at the same time, its torturing...
to Derick: I'll reply you personally.. ^^
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
12:26 AM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
I thought i was strong enough.
I thought i can let it down.
I thought putting a smile on my face would help me hold back my tears.
But then i realise, i never stopped tearing in my heart.
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Its funny how someone can break your heart,
and you still love them with the tiny little pieces.
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Will i ever be cherished?
By you?
I'm waiting for the day when you can slow down your pace and walk with me.
Or for the slightest hope, i just hope one day you would just turn back and look at me..
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我知道你我都没有错,只是忘了怎么退后.
I guess i wasn't good enough.
How i wish you were by my side now.....
Ps: Sorry that i nearly breakdown infront of you gals. I always thought i was the strongest one, the da jie jie who always look after you gals, but today you gals was there to pull me up. Thnx.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
8:31 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Life.....
So precious yet so fragile...
Have you ever thought that people around us may be gone forever before you realise it?
Treasure everyday and every moment,
As you never know who will be leaving you the next moment.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
7:45 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
School as usual....
And miss PAT today having intensive peeling session which got us all excited!!!!!
Its my hand peeling off her dead skin!!!!!!!!!
Argh, regretted tanning.... Actually not regret lurh, just abit over-tanned!!!! So our plan now is to incubate ourselves away from the sun for 2-3months to lighten the body tone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ps: I am confused.
I am lost.
I am tired.
But i tried..... it just fail everytime.
Time will heal?
Is to heal back our love or heal back the wound we've caused to each other?
I don't wanna think anymore.
I do, i do, i do **** you.
*If your heart is not in it*
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
10:49 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
Farewell my fair skin!!!!
4 STUNNERS decided for a tan at school....
After a whole noon of INTENSE/HARDCORE tanning,
2 were partially burnt, 1 was 3/4 burnt, 1 was severly burnt!!!!
And the severely victim is............
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TADAH.... My baby reddy pat!!!!!!!!
Damm, i am so tanned now... Even Dr tan was saying:" Wa chris, you over tanned ah, so dark! But you still look like chinese. HAHA"
And pat was mistaken as a malay by her neighbours!!! HAHA
And geoky was back to her tanned old body.... ^^
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School today was as usual though... Except for 1 funny thing.
We girls wanted to go toilet, and from the outside, it looks normal... I was the one opening the door, and when i opened it........................................
DUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHERE IS THE TOILET BOWLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We stunned for 2 secs and burst into laughter... haha
Ps: I am confused... I am in pain...
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
7:14 PM
Friday, July 18, 2008
Neglected & Unloved.
Disappointment and diappointment.
Can we ever get back to what was used to be?
Ps: I miss you. but...............................
Are you in the same line with me? Or u've decided to get off first?
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
8:23 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Lots to update....
Day at Top-One KTV.
Lesser people for this time..
Some are sick,
some not free,
some soccer ^^
See guojie singing with allllll his heart....
Wo De Ai Ren....
Ai, ai ai ai.....
I, i i i.......
Mr Justin with his theme song!
My 2 babies!!!
Love them soooo much..... They helped me thru alot alot alot....
Thnx soooo much..... Thnx for being there whenever i need someone to cry to! Muacks
Day at Chao Ge's concert.
Actually alr cancelled due to some unforseen circumstances, but due to some another unforseen circumstances i decieded to go again.... Went with Jin, Pig, Justin, Guojie and Guoming... Poor Junrong and Dr Tan wanted to go but they cant go!!! Haha....
While waiting, NDP ehersal going on, took a sneak at the plane performance.... 
efours!!!!!
Love u girls soooooooo much.....
Day at today.
haha... also nothing much happen today... as usual school......... but feeling abit unwell... and my dearest baby PAT BULLY ME!! argh....!!! Humpt!!!!
Ps: Last chance... Last 15 days.... Last tries.... I shall hibernate myself for now.... I'll for till the day you are ready to make a decision.... Loves.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
10:10 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
I need some comfort to carry on,I need some strength to carry on.I feel that i am not needed by you,I feel that i am nobody to you.Despite you telling me how important am i to you,I don't seem to feel that way.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
12:03 AM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIN sayang!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLY!!!
Broken. Once again.
Why is the strings of our fate not in a perfect knot?
Rather it is a messy tangle that cannot be untangled.....
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
8:02 PM
My cousins, my family, my loves.... :)
Me, Jeanne, Jin
I'm waiting for the day when you can slow down your pace and walk with me.
Its my hand peeling off her dead skin!!!!!!!!!
Argh, regretted tanning.... Actually not regret lurh, just abit over-tanned!!!! So our plan now is to incubate ourselves away from the sun for 2-3months to lighten the body tone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And the severely victim is............
DUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Day at Chao Ge's concert.
While waiting, NDP ehersal going on, took a sneak at the plane performance.... 
efours!!!!!
