Wednesday, March 17, 2010
My heart is so broken.
Broken into so many pieces that i can't even find it myself.
Will it ever be fixed back?
I doubt so.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
3:58 PM
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Who am i? Who are they?
I know they are just friends, but still i'm ur girlfriend.
I understand how u feels, totally do, but still i wanna be someone to push you, pull u up when you fall, guess whatever i think is right for turn out to be bad.
I'm tired to be pushing you to do things and plan everything, guess i need a breather, need to let things run its own course.
Sometimes i really really do hate the way i am.... Why do i have to step in everytime, why do i have so much FEEL, why do i cry so easily, why do i hurt so easily, why do i care so much, why do i want to be with you so much.
I just dun understand, isnt love just you love me and i love you, why does it have to be so complicated, why does love hurt so much.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
6:16 PM
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Actually gt nth much to blog about.... Was browsing thru my old blog entries n realised i was sooo poetic in the past, LOL.
Think my blog is only alive to myself, thus i sld be able to blog out many things though.
Went for starhub D&D'10, din managed to win anything this yr again!! WT*!
Having some relationships issues lately, not big nor small. Its something that has been an issue in this r/s for quite sometime. I've tried to change whatever i can alr, but guess its still not enough.
Someone told me that i've always been thinking alot, or rather too much, predicting things that haven even happen yet, but i realise, things that i've predicted, endings to certain issues that i thought of, always turn out to be what i'm afraid it will be.. Dammit, am i too accurate? LOL
你只管逃避现在,
我只懂怀疑未来
我们都辜负了爱
一句合不来就错过未来,
告别时的心跳那么实在,
如果这是爱,
我们都辜负了爱, 误会了爱 .
ps: i hope you wont take advantage of the freedom i'm giving you now.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
7:49 PM
