Saturday, January 23, 2010
Why am i like this again? Why cant i just get over it? I thought i have, but i havent.
I have been telling myself i will be this and that and i thought i can handle these things, and here i am, falling back down again. I hate disappointing myself. Will i really really get over this in my entire life?
Hate that you can go anywhere u want and anytime u wan just because u feels like it. Hate that i cant handle it when i thought i could.
Its like i already knew the storm will eventually hit me, and i tot i've made the most protective barrier, and when the actual storm really hits me, till den i really the barrier was not strong enough and it hits me hard, pain, down.
Why do i keep disappointing myself? When will this dreadful feelings go away? Hate it!
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
6:34 PM
