Sunday, October 26, 2008
THE CREW OF THE DAY!!!!!!!!
Wow, my 1st outing since dear left for australia. Finally out to see the world! haha, not so bad lurh. Planned for today's K since a week ago, and SUPPOSINGLY we should have 8 people and it drop and drop and drop and drop to the pathetic 4!!!!! But kinda enjoyed la, enjoyed killing chickens and ducks for the whole noon.
Took some pics as shown above, haha... The WHITES VS. the BLACKS!!
Ps: Awaiting for your arrival my dearest.....
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
11:13 PM
Hah, back again for a random post.
Hmm, i always had "bothered" feeling rushing over me whenever i come across a happy and complete family chatting and laughing to each other.
People might be thing: "oh, she must be from a very great family", but still proudly to mention i'm not. I am contented with my life although i'm from a broken family. My mum solely brought me and my brother up since 15 years ago. AND i meant SOLELY!!! She worked her ass off from day to night almost everyday and she did her part as a mum. I have everything i can dream of not comparing to those rich brats though.
But i never really experience a complete "own" family warmth. Having dad and mum and brother by my side watching a movie, having picnic, having a "family day" on every sunday, having my dad being the "man in the house" giving mi commands and stuff.
I had been independent since and so is my brother. I am, however, not so independent in EMOTIONS, if some of you who are close to me should know.
Daddy had not been doing his daddy part for years except for giving us some money sometimes. I do want to get close to him though we are separated but somehow it doesn't really worked for me and brother, but i am trying my best in case one day i lost my chance to call someone daddy in this world.
Again to mention, I am really really PROUD of my mum. She left my dad when she knew some ugly truth and having a gambler dad in our lives is not a future she want us to have. She left although she really dun wish to. Can you guys imagine a woman of age 30, having no assets of her own, bringing 2 child under age of 5 and living in this harsh world on her own without a guy to be by her side to support her? She had to shed tears behind closed doors, she had to comfort herself every single day as we are too young and cant be there for her and she had to encourage herself to keep on going every minute. Its been really hard on her.
BUT, she held on till now!
Recently some unexpected stuffs happen to her and i truly from the bottom of my heart and praying that my prayers will be heard and hope that she would be strong and stand up again. And truly hope my brother will be sensible enough to be the "man" in our family.
I LOVE YOU MUMMY!
Forever and forever.
No one could ever replace you from my heart!
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
12:28 AM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Don't know since when i had been stop obsessing over myself... Hah.... Few days nv self-shot? Damm, WHY!!!!! haha....
Life had been bored since dar had been away.. everyday was school, reports, home... ARGH!!! I am home this weekend, and that sucks!!! Bored to death.... Gng for tuition now.... -Brain dead-
pardon tat stupid hand of mine.
Chows
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
5:28 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
Dear is gonna be away for 1 month to Wallaby, Australia for NS training.
Haish, love sick!!!!!!!!!
Hope time flies and he'll be back soon.
Gonna be strong and fine!!!!!
~awaiting~
Random: Few days back needa make a list for Dr Tan for stuffs to buy for FYP.... "The LisT"
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
8:36 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
6th October 2008
Celebrated my birthday over at Tian Tian Steamboat and then partyworld......
Shall let all the pictures do the talking....
Thanks all who came down especially my lovely girls....
We were that evil until we went to eat "zhi ca" after that.... EAT STINGRAY somemore!!!
Its a overturned crab!!!! (below)
Alright, end of my birthday stuffs.....
Special thanks to all who wished me and thanks for all the wishes... Realy had a HAPPY birthday.... Thanks to those who came down and celebrated the day with me (ah yi, sophia, lun, ben,(the black) des, barry, suyin, pat, ben(the white), seb, geok, mummy, jr....
And of course, the one in charge of everything, MY DEAR!!!!!
haha, i know u had a hard time trying to plan my birthday especially for this fussy girl of yours... haha.... THANKS, i really enjoyed myself.... ^^
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Clique Outing
Went to marina square for BOWLING!!!!
Haha, damm funny lurh, idiot justin keep bullying me!!!!
School just started, this sem will be damm packed... Gambatte alll.......!!!
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
7:16 PM
Dragon Eel (below)
StingRay (below)
Its a overturned crab!!!! (below)
The beautiful US!!! haha, no lurh, is the jellyfish.... Damm pretty lurhs...
Marine life seems interesting to me after visit to underwater world.. Haha....
Thanks for all the presents and thoughts!!!
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The rabbit that is worth $80!!!!!!!!!!
Random pic, unusual side of me... haha, sneakers???? specs???? Boo......