Nothing to blog much though....
Friday got tests tests tests... TEST SUXs...
Baby,
Accidentally browsing through ur long ago army diary...
So many memories came back....
"Suddenly prefer being with you alone than frens", this is what you wrote.... Somehow diff from now eh, rmb recently you told me you prefer being with ur frends.... hmm... It really spike my heart a little.
You wrote that you feel very bad making me cry... WOW, words i'll never heard from you ever again.... CRYING is a "NONO" for me in our relationship now eh? Cause it will make you hate me more. I DUNWAN!!!!
You also wrote :" By the way baby anz me, i can feel she dun really care so much, but i dont blame her, cause its her true feelings rather then she show something that she dunwan to."
Seriously, people tend to treasure one another only on the verge of losing them.... I feel like i can no longer feel you, no longer hear your heart. Maybe you can say i took granted of you at time, but now, all i now is i am standing right beside your heart cause you are not letting me in, not letting me know clearly how you feels about me, how impoartant i am to you... Though you may say i should already know, but ppl are just lidat, they want to hear, to see it...