Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Am i so irritating?
Am i such a burden?
Am i holding back everything that u love to do?
Am i letting you make hard decisions?
Am i the one making u so angry each time i say something?
I hope i am not, but i'm feeling totally these.
The feeling you are giving me is all these.
No love, no sweet thingy, no little thoughts.
Its purely only how i feel.
I just want ur heart,
using your heart as your ear to hear me out,
using your heart as your mouth to talk things out,
using your heart as your hand to feel my pain everytime i cry.
I know u are tired of me crying.
But who will cry when one is feeling happy?
Who will like the feeling of crying?
I, myself is tired of crying, real tired.
I know i'm getting stronger now.
In the past,
everything tiny things i'll cry,
and i'll want your comfort and care,
NOW, only things that i feel very hurt i'll cry,
but sad to say, i don't receive any care and comfort,
the only thing you do is closing your heart and ear and pushing me away.
I know you still come to me,
but when the moment i need you the most,
which is the time you are most pissed off,
you'll just walk away.
This hurts, really hurts.
Is it true that people should talk things out?
i'm doing that,
but it don't seem to help at all.
Maybe its time i try the other way round,
keeping my emotions, feelings and thoughts hidden,
maybe till the very least, it MAY helps.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
7:31 AM
