Monday, February 05, 2007
3 DOWN!!! LAST ONE TO GO!!!!finally cell biology exam ended!!! yeah!!! now left maths which is also my weakest subject.. gotta work hard for it... GO CHRIS!!! nothing to do now and feeling low, so here i m blogging and thinking of wat to do later... had a tiff with dear, guess we wont be in touch with each other tonite le ba.. miss him lotz...I'm trying, i'm really really trying.. To put away the bad side of me, to put away the pessimistic side of me, to put away the hot-tempered side of me.. WHY? why do u wan to remind me of my bad points and bringing them all out while i'm trying to stuff all aside.. i'm truly sorry if i hadn't put in enough effort as u do, i duno wat to say except sorry. u said we had a lot of things which are not aike, yeah, its a hell lots, it makes mi feel like i'm not worthy of u, i'm not the good girl u wanted but i wanna be the one in ur heart, am i fit enough?? u made my tears drip again which i had vow to myself before not to cry anymore... if u really cant compromise me, tell me.. i'll let u go even if i had thousands of thoughts that i dun wish to. i really do love u dear. sorry for everything and thanks for what u had done for me.
i just hope this relationship will go well and not ended so soon. i haven give u my best, i had alot of things i wanna let u know. u got my whole heart and please hold on to it..
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
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