Friday, December 08, 2006
Today went for cell bio prac again, another scary scary day for mi early in the morning. But luckily Yuen is not aroud, wahaha, then its tat shy shy teacher. She talk damm boring la, today my morning mood already suck to the core and she made mi more moodless after listening to 'duno what the hell she talking about'. Then we are supposed to taste th PTC, if can taste the bitterness means u are a taster, then when she finish saying eveything, she say 'anyway, PTC is an acid and its posionous' and we were all like 'DIAO' but then she say its diluted so it should be ok ba.After that went to fc1 and had a break of almost 3 hours. The first hour ++ the four of us were sitting down and chat and guess what, geok also had a thrashed out time with seb the previos day, so coincidence then mi and my bf also. LOL, we were both like pandas, but geok is big panda, i small panda only. Haiz, bad bad bad day ah. Seriously, i dunno what the hell is going on these 2 days. I am hurt, really really hurt this time, i duno why. Maybe its nothing big but suddenly my eyes tell mi that it had reached its limit and dunwan to secrete any more tears le. I dun wanna lose him cause i cant afford to, but my emotion really breakdown and felt so helpless. GERS SHOULD BE INDEPENDENT and therefore i am gng to be more independent in the future! c'mon chris, u can do it yea... I will contimue to love him, and ppl who noe mi well, plz plz caution mi or tel mi if i had been toooo overrrr independent k.... thnx... and thnx those who were will mi these days cheering mi up... ty yea.... i'll be fine, veri fine de... NP.... I think geok is worse then mi ba, geok, must gambatte k... juz wanna let u noe that dun even make decisions that u noe u will regret de k...After that 3 hrs break, went for IO chem, had been feeling so sick last few days becoz of the flu but today better le, slept for 10mins during the lessons, suddenly feel like drifting off... haha... after that actually dunwan go home coz ltr go home anyhow think again but bo bian, pat they all got gems, no one free to accompany mi so juz went home. Dear woke up at 3 plus asking mi wanna go pulau ubin eat anot at 4 plus to celebrate a ger's bday, but obviously the time is so rush so din make it. Now think he gng kbox and duno play till wat time ba, say will be meeting mi tml in the morning but..... nah, let things take its course, dun wanna expect much and get myself diappointed again. Dear, i may be wrong at times, but i will change and i did change but sometimes due to some circumstances, i just cant help it. SORRY...Oh ya, 1 damm funny thing i wanna post. Monday had our Basic micro pratical, there is a jar filled with alcohol and slides that we are supposed to used le. I DID SOMETHING WRONG to it and scare the hell out of mi and ain. I heat the forceps and its still damm hot, then i nv wait for it to cool down and str8 away dip inside the alcohol to take 1 slide, and u all noe, ALCOHOL WILL CATCH FIRE, then suddenly i saw yellow and blur colour thing in the jar, then i took my forceps out and look again, OMG, its on FIRE!!!!!!! damm scary la, my heart was thumping and praying that it wun explode coz i dunwan die so early, haha... then i faster tell ain then we shouted for teacher, teacher came and say, cover the jar back, and we did. then the fire just gone le, zzz, so 'DIAO'... haha.... tats all... damm long sia... lol..... go find things to occupy myself le.... so bored....Btw, Happy Birthday Justin...
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
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