Thursday, July 13, 2006
haiz.... i'm sad again... wtf... every post seems so sad... kaoz.... haiz.... dear dear just wole up... he had been slping from morning 7 to 12am... din tok much... i feel so "stranger".... i feel so "alone".... i dunno wat to do.. should i just leave it lidat??? or should i do something??? i dun wanna pick a fight, but i dunwan this to carry on.... i dun need "i love u", wat i need is true care rather than 'i love u'..... i can just say out the 3 words and do nothing about the relationship... will it stay strong??? i need someone, someone by my side... i dunno why i juz got so many fucking problems arising everyday and i dunno who to tok to.... wtf.... talk to myself??? haiz... maybe i should just shut up and tok to myself.... i should just look on the other side and dun give a damm about wats happening.... i dunno... really dunno.... wanna smile everyday, but there are always tears trying to force out everyday... my world is just turning the wrong way......
dilemma cHrisT....
argH
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
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