Thursday, July 06, 2006
hAiz... i'm bored... freaking bored... alone doing my god damm work... how i wish he was on the line with me accompanying me.... i have soooo much to tell him.... how i wish to share my everyday life and happenings with him... but he always seems busy, very busy... he got his own things to do and just got no time to spare on the phone with me ba.... and i dun have chance to say what i wanted to say, even if one the phone, he just doesnt really react to wat i've said... should i ask for more? or its good enuff??? should we just live our everyday life normally without much bothering to each other? can i do it?? i'm trying to change myself, changing from a gal whoo needed so much care and time to a gal that is living her life as usual everyday and just meeting him once a week and not knowing wats happening to one another daily... ill try to adapt, to adapt to his kinda lifestyle... he's worth it! i hope so....
hoping to change winter
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
10:45 PM
