wiNteRgaL

2011-07-14T01:59:00.003+08:00

Stacey Sis Yacht Party.

She invited her close friends of 9 for this mini gathering.

Had fun with all her friends.

The Monako Yacht

2011-07-14T01:55:00.005+08:00

Butter Factory with uni friends....
It was a fun and chilling nite with all my sexy, shaking mates... wahaha....
But mild accidents happened which i shalll nt mention again.... LOL

2011-07-14T01:50:00.002+08:00

Paintball with lun and clique at Yishin Bittle Tree Club.....
It was dammm fun...
The crawling, shooting, muddy ground, heavy gun, smelly mask, injuries all over, all plays a big part in making the game so fun!!!

So cute =)

2011-07-14T01:47:00.003+08:00

Updates of 7 sistaz.....

Btw, wendy is graduating soon! Congrats!!!

2011-07-14T01:33:00.004+08:00

Updates of poly clique,

everyone is busying with own things.

Pat and Justin had enrolled into my school and doing their prep course, hope they will do well and advance to the main course! Good Luck!

Gj has enrolled into UWA and continue his biomedical life, good luck too!!

Geok flying to London foer studies soon too, gonna be there for 2 yrs, we gonna miss u!

Ain is getting married soon!!!!! So gonna attend her wedding!!!!

2011-03-09T04:36:00.002+08:00

Suddenly, i miss blogging.
Its so random yet i have this feeling of miss.....

Guess no one visits this page anymore,
and it feels kinda free as i can throw whatever i wish here,
things that i wanna say but cant,
things that i wanna think but shouldnt,
things that i wanna grumble out loud!!

Reading back my posts, makes me feel like nothing had change,
but 1 thing did change,
thats ME.
And i'm glad for the change =)

2010-06-08T20:54:00.003+08:00

I've tried, tried so hard to do everything you want,
it may not be perfect, but at least i did my best.
I've never complained, I've never demand, I've never want anything from you.
I only want you to be someone i can lean on when i feel weak,
when i feel helpless,
but what you did was keep pushing me to be independent,
to depend on myself, to help myself.
I know you did that for my own good and sometimes you duno how to help me,
but all i ever wan was you to be my pillar,
not me to be my own pillar.

I'm trying to pour all my love into you,
but you are keeping your love away from me.

I'm afraid of our future,
i hope for a future,
but you're always pushing this future away.

It really hurts, it hurts till i hope i never existed at the very moment, so i can push the pain away.

2010-04-03T01:17:00.001+08:00

I sincerely hope one day you'll see all the effort that i've put in.

2010-03-17T15:58:00.001+08:00

My heart is so broken.

Broken into so many pieces that i can't even find it myself.
Will it ever be fixed back?

I doubt so.

2010-03-16T18:16:00.002+08:00

Who am i? Who are they?

I know they are just friends, but still i'm ur girlfriend.

I understand how u feels, totally do, but still i wanna be someone to push you, pull u up when you fall, guess whatever i think is right for turn out to be bad.

I'm tired to be pushing you to do things and plan everything, guess i need a breather, need to let things run its own course.

Sometimes i really really do hate the way i am.... Why do i have to step in everytime, why do i have so much FEEL, why do i cry so easily, why do i hurt so easily, why do i care so much, why do i want to be with you so much.

I just dun understand, isnt love just you love me and i love you, why does it have to be so complicated, why does love hurt so much.

2010-03-11T19:49:00.003+08:00

Actually gt nth much to blog about.... Was browsing thru my old blog entries n realised i was sooo poetic in the past, LOL.

Think my blog is only alive to myself, thus i sld be able to blog out many things though.

Went for starhub D&D'10, din managed to win anything this yr again!! WT*!

Having some relationships issues lately, not big nor small. Its something that has been an issue in this r/s for quite sometime. I've tried to change whatever i can alr, but guess its still not enough.

Someone told me that i've always been thinking alot, or rather too much, predicting things that haven even happen yet, but i realise, things that i've predicted, endings to certain issues that i thought of, always turn out to be what i'm afraid it will be.. Dammit, am i too accurate? LOL

你只管逃避现在,

我只懂怀疑未来

我们都辜负了爱
一句合不来就错过未来,

告别时的心跳那么实在,

如果这是爱,

我们都辜负了爱, 误会了爱 .

ps: i hope you wont take advantage of the freedom i'm giving you now.

2010-01-23T18:34:00.003+08:00

Why am i like this again? Why cant i just get over it? I thought i have, but i havent.

I have been telling myself i will be this and that and i thought i can handle these things, and here i am, falling back down again. I hate disappointing myself. Will i really really get over this in my entire life?

Hate that you can go anywhere u want and anytime u wan just because u feels like it. Hate that i cant handle it when i thought i could.

Its like i already knew the storm will eventually hit me, and i tot i've made the most protective barrier, and when the actual storm really hits me, till den i really the barrier was not strong enough and it hits me hard, pain, down.

Why do i keep disappointing myself? When will this dreadful feelings go away? Hate it!

2010-01-17T15:36:00.002+08:00

Kinda rusty on blogging for quite some time. So here i am, blogging for my eyes to see only cause think most thought i abandon this blog alr and its seems i'm kinda leaving it aside.

Life has gone rather smoother for me for quite some time, i learnt to move on with a more optimistic view in life.

Working my butts off now cause i needa the money badly for my further studies which i am very vexed about. Been gng thru my head round and round where sld i be heading for the future, and seriously, there is not a station there i wish to drop off and move out onwards frm there.

Love love love. My baby boy has been working his butts butts off for dew mths alr, and starting to save save save. I can see its kinda dramatic change for him, but still, its a path where everyone has to cross eventually. And i also do hope that at the same time he is working, he is also working towards his future, hoping we both will find a path that is perfect for us :) Loving u as usual. (and pls dun keep irritating me!! LOL)

Family... As usual, not much changes, mummy working, bro working, dog staying home as usual.

And and and and and, winter has grown fat recently, and one of the resolutions for this yr is to slim down!!! and of course many more resolutions that i hope to fulfill this yr!!

2009-10-23T13:56:00.014+08:00

Sentosa trip with lower babes and hunks!!

As usual, the photos will do the talking. Had a great day.

HAPPY BITHDAY TIEN CHENG!

-loves ;)-

2009-10-23T12:10:00.016+08:00

MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!

Haha, shall let all photos do the talking. In short, it was a GREAT GREAT night!!! Thanks to those who had given ur busy time to come down for the celebration, appreciated it alot. Thanks to my lovely sisters, my bestie polymates and friends, dota mates (LOL), lower dudes and babes, Star5 colleagues, bro's friends and zach. And most importantly, my beloved BABY, MUMMY and BRO!!! Without you all, this event won't be so happening!!

Thanks for all the presents and wishes too!!!

Love u all!!!!

2009-10-05T15:01:00.001+08:00

Be back to blog about birthday soon!!!!

2009-07-29T22:57:00.002+08:00

心星的泪光

Finally finish the 22 episodes for this drama.

Making me cry through out erm... like 11 episodes.

The story line is very touching but in the end, the girl still dies.

Treasure people aroud you.

Don't be selfish to give and share your love.

You never know what will happen.

Most importantly, there won't be any regrets in your life!

2009-07-20T18:07:00.005+08:00

Had been working and working.
1 word -> SHAG.

Working life is so boring, or i should say adult life.
"Bu xiang zhang da!"

1 customer came in and borrowed a nokia chardger for her phone, cause her batt went totally flat and she is suppose to rush over to meet her boyfriend and because phone no batt, cant contact him. So we help her charge her phone.

Then when she was able to reach her boyfriend, she was so pissed to find out that her bf was not yet over at the place they suppose to meet and was with someone else. They were both arguing on the phone. When she hang up, she was so pissed and told us that guys are so fking irresponsible, as the guy rushed her over to tiong bahru and ownself still slowly taking his time.

Haha, she was telling us how mad she was, and next time she will also do this to him.

So, in conclusion, i would just say some guys are just born naturally irresponsible. Hah.
So guys, if you are lidat, try to change okie. So girls won't be so poor thing.

Anyways, tats a super random post though, so bored and find things to do.
Boo.
Good day to all!

Ps: My baby boy had started working le. "Good luck to U. Jiayou"

2009-07-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

New Love.

Got my new love from AIBI.
Gotta start training up!!!
Woohoo...

2009-07-07T23:28:00.003+08:00

Nights out at Punggol Marina.

Shall not blog much.
Lazy to type.
LOL.

2009-07-07T23:07:00.004+08:00

An Angel's Job.

Got the job from linette's fren de frend.
Triump launching new SEAMLESS briefs.
-So soft, it feels like heaven-

Haha, anw, had fun with the girls for the 3 days work,
although the work is really tiring,
and the damm shoe gave us endless blisters. Thank you SHOE!

2009-07-03T12:36:00.003+08:00

Testing with my web-cam in my lappy.
LOL.

How have u guys/friends been?

Life is so uninteresting without school.

Grrrr.....

Its like slping, waking, eating, slacking, dota-ing, slping..

Plus some quarrelling. LOL.

2009-06-28T18:37:00.001+08:00

Accident happens in spilt second.
Now i do understand.

LOL.

Luckily it was minor injury.

God bless... :)

2009-06-20T12:58:00.003+08:00

BAD BAD DAY!!!

Fking day,
messed up day.

Darn customers!!!
Retards!

Super short tempered today,
fuel adding by some retards customer,
BOOM!

2009-06-19T12:51:00.004+08:00

I am very worried about you.
I woke up 3 times in my sleep just to see if there is any msg from you.
Even though you told me you're fine,
but deep down, i am still feeling very worried.

I don't know what to do.
Should i go towards you?
Or should i back off for awhile and let you be alone?

I am in a dilemma.

-could you let me know what i can do?-

2009-06-19T02:49:00.001+08:00

Hope you are doing fine.

-Worried-

2009-06-17T20:15:00.002+08:00

Compaq Lappy from Dearest.

Went to IT fair on 14/06/09, and dear surprised me with a lappy as my 21st bday present.
Thanks so much my dear, love it.

Maybe i'm not like other girls,
maybe i'm an alien?
I would rather you shower me with care constantly than shower me with gifts though.
Haha, nevertheless, i still love it and wanna say thanks to you :)

Had been quarrelling alot lately and somehow or so,
it did bring some damages to us.
I sincerely hope that "the day" won't be far away.
-waiting-

2009-06-10T14:57:00.004+08:00

NEW MOON IS COMING OUT...

and all the other trailers are out too.

Omg, cant wait cant wait!

Can SG faster get this show??

2009-06-07T14:17:00.001+08:00

Happy Happy 20th Birthday to PATRICIA and JUNRONG!

May all your wishes come true!
Be back to update soon...

2009-06-03T21:05:00.008+08:00

PotLuck
30-5-09

We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun...
We had Mahjong, we had Karaoke, we had a table of good food! =)

Shall let all the photos do the talkin, and and... look out for our "SHI LIAN PAI"!

2009-06-03T20:58:00.005+08:00

Graduation Night Out @ Concept 11

Followed mummy and friends to concept 11 to "mini" celebrate my graduation.
Thanks mummy! I love you.

Erm, nothing much to blog about.
Shall let all the photos do all the talking..

2009-06-03T19:08:00.004+08:00

Graduation '09

3 years passed.
End of our poly life and start of another phase in each of our lives.
These 3 years i've learnt alot, know alot of nice and not-so-nice friends and of course, grown up alot.

The story of this phase of my life, i'll never forget.
I've had great friends & great lecturers that went thru this period of time with me.
and i sincerely thank everyone who had been in my life and continue to be in my life..!!!
Love you all to bits.....

2009-05-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

Happy Graduation to all my fellow mates!!!

Ps: Be back soon to post all the pics.....

2009-05-20T13:48:00.002+08:00

Had been working for the last 10 days.
Shag!!!! But fun..... with $$$.
Haha....
The people i worked with were fun and friendly.
But its really tiring to keep talking non stop for 10 days, 10hrs per day, talk till nearly fell sick, can even feel my throat going inflammed alr, luckily, under my own care, i'm ok!!! LOL

These days were not nice one, kinda bad and bad and bad,
but luckily, i managed to get over it thanks to some of my friends.
Alright, i know!!!
Some of you all may be starting to think "Oh Chris, when will you have one day that is good!!??"
LOL...... i know who will be thinking that!!!!

Anw, skip that topic.
Had my 4th car lesson today.
Dammit, i nearly bang into a bus and car last lesson.
And today my car die in the middle of the road and kena honk by another car!
And the mad thing is...... that damm car is also under practice with "L" plate!!
When i nervous, or got alot of cars near me, i will press on all the pedals within my leg reach, LOL. and the car will go bonkers!!! Haha...

"Tomorrow will be a better day!!!

Let go of troubles and stubborness, life will seems better.

Problems and solutions...

Which one will you choose?

Problems - Think about it over and over again, it is still there. Today you think about it, and maybe it will be solved, tml or some day will still happen again.

Why not stop think about the problem and think of it's solution!!!"

Gotta input these words into me, although it won't happen just yet, but i'm trying!!

^_^

2009-05-14T01:10:00.001+08:00

I really do feel alone when we are apart.
It seems like we are strangers.
Can you tell me why my love?

2009-05-08T13:50:00.002+08:00

Basic traits of Libra character - Sep 23rd to Oct 22nd

The Zodiacal Sign of Libra commences on September 21st, but for seven days it does not come into full power until on or about September 28th. From this date onwards it is in full strength until October 20th, and is then for seven days gradually losing power on account of becoming overlapped by the incoming sign Scorpio.

This sign of Libra is represented in symbolism as The Balance. The Sun, the ruler of our inner nature, falls in Libra, the exaltation of Saturn. Their love of justice, combined with the need to be fair and even-handed contributes to that characteristic difficulty such people find in making decisions quickly.

These people are rarely lazy. They work hard, and also demand that their partners work just as hard. They have a strong sense of justice and fair play. It is pretty unusual for them to express anger, but when they do it is usually a storm.

They are extremely positive and decisive in all their thoughts and actions. (positive me?? doubt so... LOL)They have great foresight and intuition, and are generally seen at their best when acting on first impressions. The fear is usually well controlled so the typical representatives of this sign usually looks calm, collected, and in charge of the situation.

Good natured and loving, they enjoy talking to people, yet can also be very attentive listeners. They are often very psychic, have curious presentiments, and would make very devout spiritualists, theosophists, and occultists, and yet so strongly endowed are they with the desire to reason out everything that their love of exact proof usually overwhelms their psychic powers.

They are often very successful as speculators, but they have little regard for the value of money, and have as rule great ups and downs in their careers.

Libra is a sign that values peace at all costs, and is very fair minded. People like being around Librans, for in the event of a dispute they will seek a compromise. People born in this time symbolize a "balance." They seem always trying mentally to balance things and get an even judgment. They are often found in public life, but it is with their innate desire to adjust the balance of things by making laws for the betterment of their fellows. This people graciously accept praise for their achievements and will gladly give praise to others, when they deserve it. LIBRA is the zodiac sign of Partnership.

These people's nergies are focused on melding and combining with others; they are at their best in personal relationships. Born under the sign of the Scales, they strive for balance and harmony and are happiest when their environment is ordered and serene.

These people are very good at science (gd in science???!!), and often spend their lifetime in study and research in some particular subject, again weighing and balancing every side of the question in the most conscientious manner. For this reason they make excellent doctors. Usually they become masters of some particular line of study more than as general practitioners.

On the other hand representatives of this sign are not the most reliable people, either in what they should do, or in maintaining any particular view point. They are often accused of being two faced. Beneath that charming exterior they are very self centered, and insist on getting their own way.

As lovers these people are the most quintessential romantics among the zodiac. Venus ruling, they have an idealistic view of love and togetherness. Once these people fall in love, they start thinking of marriage. On the other hand these people seldom find happiness in marriage. In affection they appear to weigh and balance matters too much. In relationships generally, they invariably give back in kind what they have been given. They are really successful, however, in making large circles of friends and acquaintances.

Kinda true. Hmm....
Bored!!!
Gonna start a working spree from 8th May to 17th May everyday for 10hours!!!
OMG, god bless..........

2009-05-06T12:38:00.002+08:00

Quoted from a show, very meaningful and true.

"永远不要对女人说谎,
因为我们一眼就可以看穿了.

你知道男人和女人说谎最大的差别在那里吗?
男人说谎是要让自己觉得好过,
而女人说谎呢? 是要让对方好过.

我们选择欺骗, 是因为不想伤害深爱的人.
我们不是故意的, 只是没有伤害对方的勇气."

Thanks justin for translation.

2009-05-06T09:25:00.003+08:00

My virgin car lesson!!!

Its a Mitsubishi Lancer.
And i'm driving on road for the 1st lesson!!!!
WTH, scare me to bits....
Its was dammm funny, i only concentrate on moving the car and changing the gear, and i din realise the traffic light and my car did not keep in lane.
Haha.... and and and....... i did not look at the mirrors AT ALL!!!
My car died only 2 times!!!! Fast learner rite???
Haha, actually abit retarded....

Fun, but tiring....

2009-04-29T17:33:00.005+08:00

Thailand - Bangkok Trip

Went to bangkok on 23th and back on 27th,

5 days shopping spree...... Wooohoooo

Basically nothing much, just shop and shop and shop...

Bought much??? Not really.

Bought little???? Not really also.

LOL....

Went to a night market which ka-cha ppl's money!!!!

They give price 4 times of the normal price they actually selling and compare to other place.

Bf bought a jersey of 500 baht and initially the price they give is 1700 baht, and we actually cut it down 3 times the price. LOL, super ka-cha rite!!!!????

Nothing much to blog about cause most of the time is just shop and eat, shop and eat.

The hotel lobby.

The hotel we staying are very near to all the shopping places, mostly are within walking distance. Haha, so poor bf have to accompany me shop for 5 days!!!

Thailand's chinatown.

The super weird caterpillar-grasshopper-look-alike-prawn.

Super posy josline.....

She loves the flash!!!

Baiyoke sky hotel.

The tallest hotel in Bangkok....

Had our dinner buffer at the 76th storey.

Came back safe and sound.

Thanks all for the luck and wishes.

2009-04-21T16:55:00.002+08:00

ADVERTORIAL.

VISIT

www.xue-boutique.blogspot.com

Beautiful and fashion clothes from hongkong and taiwan!!

And what more!!!

THEY ARE ALL INSTOCKS!!!

Which means you can get them in a week or less....

2009-04-21T16:42:00.002+08:00

Clique + cousin OUTING!!!

From 8 members to half attending!!!
Honestly its kinda disappointing.
Hopefully the next outing will have full attendence.

Had lunch at parkway parade,
went to foodcourt and slot ppl so changed place,
went to kfc and its under renovation so changed place,
in the end settle at MOS burger.
And its the worst "COME MOS" i've ever eaten!!!!
(dont start laughing justin!)

Went to east coast and rent bicycles,
Its been like years since i've ride a bike,
zzz, feel so retarded.
Had great fun though,
poor pat fell as she had predicted,
and we cycle non stop for 2 hours,
seriously, holidays with no exercise will make me super lazy.
LOL, stupid jin so energetic!!

Cycled to the jetty,
and we saw a fish jumped out of the bucket,
and the 6 of us were like thinking and discussing whether to put in back in the bucket anot,
and we discuss damm long,
and no one dare to pick it up,
and soooooo........ and in the end.............
We left the fish there. LOL

ATTENTION!!!

NEXT CLIQUE OUTING PLS MAKE URSELF FREE AND ATTEND K!!!

with loves ^^

2009-04-20T21:51:00.002+08:00

Deep down,
I really want to be part of your life.

But somehow,
I feel so distant.

2009-04-19T12:02:00.002+08:00

My head, nose, throat, stomach, intestines are all playing me....
Woooo...
Let's get this party started!!!

Darn....

2009-04-18T19:34:00.002+08:00

I've had spoonful of Woods,
I've had spoonful of Sea Coconut syrup,
I've had plentiful of Hudson's,
I've had plentiful of Strepsils,
I've drank bottles of water,

BUT STILL!!!!

I'm coughing my lungs out......
Darn......

2009-04-16T18:20:00.001+08:00

Even though we are on bad tems now,
I really do hope that you can keep your promises.

I tried to turn away,
but somehow i'm being drawn back.

2009-04-15T20:53:00.001+08:00

I'm sick.
I'm frustrated.
And its all getting worst every minute,
or rather every second.

Damm

2009-04-13T22:03:00.002+08:00

3 years anniversary!

Celebrated our 3 yrs anniversary at roadhouse grill.

Deary worked hard to earn the money to celebrate that day, and i appreciate that.

Joevin was the planner of the night, thnx joe.

We both have our bad,

we definately are not the perfect piece for each other (which everybody know, haha),

but i really really do appreciate the effort you put in (i do!),

though i didn't show out,

but deep down, i am thankful.

Sometimes,

maybe as you said,

our misunderstanding towards each other is 3 yrs deep (super super deep!),

and it cant be cleared in just a month or so,

but i hope that in time to come,

we both will come to appreciate each other.

I don't know how things will turn out,

our character are fixed (depends?),

we can only change our behaviours, beliefs and habits,

we must accept the other party for who they are,

but of cause bad habits must change lurh! (haha)

This is the life of two person, not just one!

So i do hope that we both can work hard towards the future!!

Muacks

2009-04-06T02:03:00.002+08:00

MY LOVE!!!!!!!

Damm god obsessed into the series.
and freaking cant wait for all the movies.!!!!
Highly highly recommended book!!!!
Once u start, you cant stop!

New love!!!!
Hope the story will be as nice as twilight series.

Two days of work, tiring, boring, frustrating.

School life is way much better than work life. ^^

2009-04-04T00:59:00.005+08:00

I miss.....
I miss.....
I miss.....
.
.
.
.
.
.
SCHOOL!! & EVA'L8! & EVERYONE!
.
.
.
.
Was bored so browsed thru all the few thousands of photos i had kept.
Haha, some ancient and memorable pics will be posted out.
LOL.
Some pics comes with a story, and come to think of it, i was laughing to myself when i saw them.
Aww.......
PLS, clique, meet up soon pls!!!!!
Enjoy the massssss of photos... haha...

-End of the photosssss-

2009-04-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOPHIA.

May be a little too late for my blog greetings, but still post somethings out.

Celebrated her bday at serangoon gardens.

"Hope you like the present"
.

Alright, back to me life........

Basically, life just sucks recently.

Nothing much to comment, nothing much to say, cant be bothered.

Sometimes, having the 'cant be bothered' attitude kinda shoo off some burden.

I may be over-kpo and over-helpful over some stuffs and i got back some unpleasant response, so ya, felt kinda unappreciated and being misunderstood.

Meet out with the gals today, had a great day with them, need-less to mention, ALWAYS had a great day with them.

Haha.

Thanks for accompanying me today and walk ard like idiots for quite some time.

Signing off~~

2009-03-29T16:13:00.002+08:00

Happy 7 Sisters Anniversary.

These girls are the ones who accompany me through my 5 years in secondary school, we'be been thru ups and downs, happy and unhappiness, quarrels and compromises. Maybe i was too young at that time to realise my bad and to change it. But thru out these years, i've realised and grew up and changed, but somehow, it makes me feel like its alr too late. When i'm out with you girls, i have to think, what should i say that u all will be interested in? What should i do that you all will learnt to like me? What should i do to let you all understand me? Maybe its alr to late, whenever i am with you girls, i felt isolated, felt left out, maybe its because it seems like there is a clique within this clique. I may not be the best of the friends, but i did tried, and there is a recent event that make me felt misunderstood and i am very upset about that. Time cannot be turned back, and i did make changes, but somehow its too late. Nothing can describe this lost, no one can understand.

I do treasure, but......

2009-03-23T20:32:00.002+08:00

Hi babes and hunks,

I've started a blogshop.
http://cafashions.livejournal.com

Take a look and Please do support!!!!

2009-03-18T14:22:00.002+08:00

Disappointed in my results.

But that is nothing much i can do.

Pray and leave it to fate.

2009-03-17T17:54:00.001+08:00

I passed my FTT....
Yes, very happy.
Awaiting for TP results. (eh? still long...)
Haha...

Anways, BEST OF LUCK for everyone for tml's results!

2009-03-11T17:22:00.002+08:00

I'm trying, I'm trying,

but I'm lying, I'm lying,

coz I'm crying, I'm crying,

I'm dying.

Without you there is nobody that moves me like you do.

2009-03-07T02:08:00.003+08:00

Feeling out-cast-ed.

I do l-o-v-e you.

2009-02-24T20:12:00.002+08:00

There always a moment for a new start and a moment for an end.

Saying goodbye to my 3 years of poly life in SP, Biomedical Sci.
Friends i've got will always be remembered, as you all played a big part in my life.
BUT, friends will still be friends, in-contact!!!!!

Last paper, last exam in sp.
GRADUATION here we come!!!!

Will be back for a more updated post.

2009-02-20T16:37:00.003+08:00

Valentine's day.

Had to work on valentine's day though.
So din really get to spent the whole day. Hah.
I rather prefer "everyday is valentine's" rather than"'14feb is valentine's"

Dearest came to fetch after work then headed off to dinner.
Nothing spectacular happened, only that he caught the cutest Lido ever.

Happy valentine love.

Thnx for everything.

2009-02-18T22:29:00.002+08:00

13th Feb'09

Happy birthday geok!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope u like the hamsters!!!

Watever u called them:

- justin, guoming

- eva, l8

- blood, bank

Stay happy and cheerful alrites..

Loves.

14th Feb'09

Happy Birthday AiZhen

Sry din make it to ur party due to work.

But still hope u enjoy urself tat day!!!

Loves.

2009-02-11T13:07:00.002+08:00

Final Year Project Presentation'09

Something that i guess all final year students would look forward to it.
1 year of work into a 15mins presentation.
Guess everyone now had de-stressed after the presentation.
FIniSHeD!!

2009-02-10T20:33:00.001+08:00

Starhub Dinner and Dance '09 - Retro Night.

Nothing much to blog about, lol, random post.
DID NOT WIN ANY LUCKY DRAW AGAIN THIS YEAR! Argh.

Out of theme dressing!!! LOL.

2009-02-10T19:30:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY OLD SELF!!!

LOL.
Was browsing through all the pictures in my albums which contain approx 2k number of pics.
"WOW"
Saw back my old self with "make up", lil bit more than now, just minus the eyelashes, the foundation, which was not considering alot right? Haha. Who cares how you define thick or thin make up.

Anyway, just enjoy looking back the old "fours". haha....
Now then i realise just how much i was self obessing for the past 2 years. haha

2009-02-03T21:58:00.004+08:00

Childish, immature and senseless.

Thats the only words i can find to describe YOU.
YOU said you've seen through people,
seen how they are when it comes to gambling, to money,
but PLS, take a look at yourself first.

I can say, YOU have lost somemore who is true.

PS: This blog is not towards my boy, its sincerely dedicated to someone we know. and one last words for you, GROW UP LA DEY!

2009-02-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

To the girl that i'm suppose to know the best.

I hate you.

I've tried my best to change you,
to make you stronger,
to make you feel more confident about yourself rather than feeling inferior,
to make you more sensible.

But i seems to have failed, failed miserably.

Starting from scratch again.
This time you better DO IT!

2009-01-27T03:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

As usual, went to uncle's house for gathering..

The adults always have their usual program-mahjong.

And the teenager cum kids also have their usual program-do nothing....

Argh, always lidat... Lol..

Have to start some entertainment program for the 25s and below...

Hmm....

Anw, happy new year everyone.

A new start, a new year.

Hope the cow year bring luck to everyone.!!

2008-12-30T23:17:00.004+08:00

HAPPY ADVANCED NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Lets welcome 2009 with open hands.

Time really files eh..

Remember the day we all said:"Waa... 2008 le leh... fast rite?", and now here we are awaiting 2009!!!!

My 2008?

Relationship: Hmm.... i would say it wasnt a good start due to several problems.... and throughout the year were ups and downs.... i mean really high ups and low downs....... grrr.... but now it gets better but still mild conflict still occurs that really tires us out... Dearest dear, i treasure this relationship and i hope it works well fine. And hopefully 2009 will turn out a better year for us. As u mentioned, if we are meant to be together we will be rite?

Friendships: Adore my girls to the core!!!! Graduating soon and so separation is coming...!!! Really glad to have my girls ard me thru this tough year, they really really are there for me...

Pat: Thank u for always being there when i need someone by my side and many more to list.

Geok: Thank u for all ur godly words that really comfort and enlighten my thinking that helps me thru alot of things.

Ain: Thoughu bad gal always not there when i cry but deep down i know if i ring u up, u will definately be down for me....

Guys: Thanks always being able to bring laughter !!!!

We really really do have great times together and i won't forget... and i hope this friendship last FOREVER!

Family: Hmm.... Tough year for my mum and dad... Shall not talk abt it here but still hope 2009 will be a better year for them.... Loves.

Resolution for 2009:
Happy Happy Happy...!!!!!
A happy day everyday wins everyother stuffs.

2008-12-29T20:26:00.003+08:00

Christmas Celebration at VivoCity

Went over to vivo to celebrate Christmas'08. Stay over at the roof with the huge bright christmas tree. Everyone was sitting down at the audi-like seats and waiting for countdown.

At 11.45, the christmas tree shut off the lightings and we were all awaiting the countdown.

At 11.55, the bottom of the tree shuts off too.

AND YES, we were getting all ready and excited.

At 12.00am, NOTHING!!! No lights back on the tree, no countdown, NOTHING!!

That was soooooooooooooo LAME lurhx!

So, after the lame no-light christmas tree at vivo at 12.00am Xmas day, me and dear drove to east coast to catch bear... DUH....

Anyway, hope everyone had an enjoyable Xmas...... ^^

Ups and Downs.

To and Fro.

Away and Back.

I just hope it stays.

Marking the end of 2008 soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-24T13:24:00.001+08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!

Enjoy this festive season with your loves & family & friends.

2008-12-18T20:24:00.005+08:00

BIG DAY BIG DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had my hair cut today....

Had been discussing it for 2 days about what hairstyle to go for...

and wanted to try something more dramatic.....

and and and......

i finally had the hair cut that i really really dread of cutting away!!!

my BANKS...............

Bid byes to my old hair....!!!

and welcome the new ME!!!!

Alright, i know...
I do look weird right?
Argh..... abit abit tiny weeny bit regret chopping it off....
BUT,
its gone!!
and i gonna adore it.....

Ks with my clique....
Everyone's energy drop down to 0 by the end of the day.
Even I fell asleep in the K room....
Imagine how tired we all are....
Hmm, or i shall say boring....

In crisis to find new entertainment!!!!!
We shall go roller blading or we can try jumping off a cliff!!!!
IDEA!

Ps: My boy, where has your heart wonder off to?

2008-12-16T20:00:00.005+08:00

Day out with Mummy & Bro + Night at Halo Bar

Fion!!!!

If you do recgonise her, she is the singer from San Yue, Superband.

She sings damm well can, everyone were like 'wow' by her..

Looking forward to her self composed songs...

Compromising is a big issue.

I will do whatever i can to hold on.

Nevertheless,

i still have my limits...

Hopfully it wont cross the borders.

i love u

**Ps: PEOPLE, pls help me click on the singtel ad on the top left corner.. THANKS

2008-12-15T12:49:00.008+08:00

05/12/2008

Baby's 20th Birthday + Batam Trip

Family and bros dinner at turf city....

Batam trip on 05/12/08....
Off we go....!!!
We were both excited about this trip....

The place/trip was so-so...

We were so unlucky that it was under renovation now and so the place looked worn...

The only facilities we used was the swimming pool!!! Wow...

The dinner was great though....

and and... the room is nice!!!

This trip was the birthday treat for him, kinda turn out not really smooth,

disappointed.

Still,

hope you've enjoyed your birthday and like the present.

Loves.

Ps:

I catched my breath whenever i sees you.

I held you on tight because i'm afraid to lose you.

I clinge on to you because i feel insecure whenever you are not around.

I feel hurt when you lie to me even though its for my own good.

I feel lost when i feel that you left me alone, even for a teeny weeny moment.

I feel cheated when you contradicts what you've said before and now.

I'm being too obsessive as you said,

leaving you no air to gasp,

no freedom too roam.

I know my problem,

and i shall alter it hopefully for the better.

Shall now,

no strings attached,

loose-d...

2008-12-12T19:44:00.005+08:00

Class PTN outing at Henderson Waves and J & J bday celebration!!!!!!

The shy justin and janet!!!

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!

Walk at Henderson waves for PTN outing......

It was tiring but fun!!!

We were all drenched as we had been walking in the rain for the whole walk!!!

MR LITTLE NYOYA with his maid with umbrella!!!

The walk was fun thanks to the super cute singers singing 'Pull Carrot'.....

and of course evryone who is around.....

It ends with tiredness with a smile on everyone's face.....

2008-12-01T00:23:00.004+08:00

Long since last blogged.
Had been VERY indulged in school work recently....
Unwillingly indulged......

Nothing spectacular happened...
School, home, assignment, sleep, school, home, assignment, sleep and so on.....

Gonna be busy for a week for MST.
Everyone gambatte ^^

Spending time with you seems to be my only breather-time away from school work...
Cause i can't study when you are around!!!
Is it good or bad??? Lol....

Ps: I know you love me.

But ...

Am i insecure about you or insecure about myself ?

2008-11-13T21:06:00.002+08:00

Why does it have to be so complicated just to LOVE someone.

I just want to love simple-ly....

LOVE: Forever an undefine mystery..... Just complicated.

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you to be the one I love

I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep

I wanted you to show me what I need

I wanted you to know just how down deep

I wanted you, I wanted you

2008-11-10T15:43:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BDAY HUIXIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

The girl of the day..... ^^

Celebrated Huixin's bday at a pub at marriott hotel....

Wendy opened a Johnny Walker bottle...

As requested by wendy,

JOHNNY WALKER...

Keep walking, you'll never walk alone.....

The night was entertained by the "ZI HIGH" gang as they are not drunk but super high!!!! The gang leader = WENDY !!!!

Its a great night...

Huixin, hope u enjoy ur night..... The gals did a great job organising this... Hope you have a happy 20th bday and enjoy ur 20th yr!!! Next yr we are ADULTS le... hee.....

2008-11-02T16:23:00.003+08:00

DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its freaking busy days for me!!!! Although i still have my slacking hours, it is sooooo much lesser than i had before and its driving me nuts!!!!

Not enough sleep = Tired
Not enough slacks = DAMM!!!!!

So little time, so many works for me.............
So little understanding, so much conflicts...........
So little pay, so much work to do...........

I need 48 hrs a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I seems to have endless work.... WTH....
WHERE IS MY FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ps: Le falto

2008-10-26T23:13:00.004+08:00

THE CREW OF THE DAY!!!!!!!!

Wow, my 1st outing since dear left for australia. Finally out to see the world! haha, not so bad lurh. Planned for today's K since a week ago, and SUPPOSINGLY we should have 8 people and it drop and drop and drop and drop to the pathetic 4!!!!! But kinda enjoyed la, enjoyed killing chickens and ducks for the whole noon.

Took some pics as shown above, haha... The WHITES VS. the BLACKS!!

Ps: Awaiting for your arrival my dearest.....

2008-10-26T00:28:00.005+08:00

Hah, back again for a random post.

Hmm, i always had "bothered" feeling rushing over me whenever i come across a happy and complete family chatting and laughing to each other.

People might be thing: "oh, she must be from a very great family", but still proudly to mention i'm not. I am contented with my life although i'm from a broken family. My mum solely brought me and my brother up since 15 years ago. AND i meant SOLELY!!! She worked her ass off from day to night almost everyday and she did her part as a mum. I have everything i can dream of not comparing to those rich brats though.

But i never really experience a complete "own" family warmth. Having dad and mum and brother by my side watching a movie, having picnic, having a "family day" on every sunday, having my dad being the "man in the house" giving mi commands and stuff.

I had been independent since and so is my brother. I am, however, not so independent in EMOTIONS, if some of you who are close to me should know.

Daddy had not been doing his daddy part for years except for giving us some money sometimes. I do want to get close to him though we are separated but somehow it doesn't really worked for me and brother, but i am trying my best in case one day i lost my chance to call someone daddy in this world.

Again to mention, I am really really PROUD of my mum. She left my dad when she knew some ugly truth and having a gambler dad in our lives is not a future she want us to have. She left although she really dun wish to. Can you guys imagine a woman of age 30, having no assets of her own, bringing 2 child under age of 5 and living in this harsh world on her own without a guy to be by her side to support her? She had to shed tears behind closed doors, she had to comfort herself every single day as we are too young and cant be there for her and she had to encourage herself to keep on going every minute. Its been really hard on her.

BUT, she held on till now!

Recently some unexpected stuffs happen to her and i truly from the bottom of my heart and praying that my prayers will be heard and hope that she would be strong and stand up again. And truly hope my brother will be sensible enough to be the "man" in our family.

I LOVE YOU MUMMY!

Forever and forever.
No one could ever replace you from my heart!

2008-10-25T17:28:00.002+08:00

Don't know since when i had been stop obsessing over myself... Hah.... Few days nv self-shot? Damm, WHY!!!!! haha....

Life had been bored since dar had been away.. everyday was school, reports, home... ARGH!!! I am home this weekend, and that sucks!!! Bored to death.... Gng for tuition now.... -Brain dead-

pardon tat stupid hand of mine.

Chows

2008-10-20T20:36:00.002+08:00

Dear is gonna be away for 1 month to Wallaby, Australia for NS training.
Haish, love sick!!!!!!!!!
Hope time flies and he'll be back soon.
Gonna be strong and fine!!!!!
~awaiting~

Random: Few days back needa make a list for Dr Tan for stuffs to buy for FYP.... "The LisT"

2008-10-13T19:16:00.012+08:00

6th October 2008

Celebrated my birthday over at Tian Tian Steamboat and then partyworld......

Shall let all the pictures do the talking....

Thanks all who came down especially my lovely girls....

7th October 2008

Dear brought me to Underwater World which he promised to bring me down months ago... haha..... Went with dear and his friends.......

Its a shrimp!!! (below)

Dragon Eel (below)
StingRay (below)

We were that evil until we went to eat "zhi ca" after that.... EAT STINGRAY somemore!!!

Its a overturned crab!!!! (below)

The beautiful US!!! haha, no lurh, is the jellyfish.... Damm pretty lurhs...

Marine life seems interesting to me after visit to underwater world.. Haha....

Thanks for all the presents and thoughts!!!

Alright, end of my birthday stuffs.....

Special thanks to all who wished me and thanks for all the wishes... Realy had a HAPPY birthday.... Thanks to those who came down and celebrated the day with me (ah yi, sophia, lun, ben,(the black) des, barry, suyin, pat, ben(the white), seb, geok, mummy, jr....

And of course, the one in charge of everything, MY DEAR!!!!!

haha, i know u had a hard time trying to plan my birthday especially for this fussy girl of yours... haha.... THANKS, i really enjoyed myself.... ^^

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Happy Birthday!!!!

Clique Outing

Went to marina square for BOWLING!!!!

Haha, damm funny lurh, idiot justin keep bullying me!!!!

The rabbit that is worth $80!!!!!!!!!!
Random pic, unusual side of me... haha, sneakers???? specs???? Boo......

FINALLY BLOG FINISH..... I am so lazy and no inspiration to blog..... argh

School just started, this sem will be damm packed... Gambatte alll.......!!!

2008-10-07T15:31:00.002+08:00

7th Oct....

Happy Birthday To ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-02T15:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENEVIEVE!!!!!

Hope u enjoy ur day gal....
Lots of loves...

2008-10-01T13:10:00.005+08:00

PRAWNING DAY.

Went prawning with bunch of ppl..... Fun though but poor me and dear only caught 1 prawn for the entire 2 hours. WTH. so suay......

Playing with joslin befor gng prawning... cutie pie....

COUSIN's WEDDING!

Getting married seems so blissful. Having everyone's wishes, love songs playing, beautiful gowns, beautiful pictures taken, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

When is my lovely wedding?

VERY OWN FULL OF SPORTS DAY.

Played pingpong, badminton, swimming, basketball from morning 12 plus till 8pm night.

Haha, hardcore exercising!!!!!! But fun though.

CELEBRATION WITH SISTERS DAY.

Head down to Bar Bar BlackSheep located at aroung Bukit Timah area straight after my "full of sports day". Meet up with the sisters..... To celebrate me and gen's bday. 2 bottle of red wine on the house for 2 birthday gals. Chatted and drink, and comes drink, drank, drunk. haha.... But its the few times we get together and get high so its memorable... haha.... Wunteng not around though, miss the gethering for 7 of us.... There will be future gathering soon....!!! Cant wait... Thanks gals for the wonderful night!!!

2008-09-23T22:11:00.005+08:00

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!???????

GUESS.......

GUESS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I PASSED MY BASIC THEORY TEST!

Alright alright, i know its nothing to brag about... Haha, but this is my third trial ma, so peps, u must understand i am really very happy.....! hee

Anyways, thanks to ALL who had wish me luck, all your lucks help!!! and Ben for fetching me there and back.....

PRACTICALS HERE I COME!!!!!!!! weeeeee

Work with dearest wnedy at BRIX on saturday..... Tiring job though.... haha....

I made myself a spec!!!!!!! Damm, its a must cause my eyes have been continuously suck dry by my contact lens... haha.......

Ps: The gals are sooooo disappointed with you guys.........................

2008-09-17T22:45:00.002+08:00

Its hard for us to hold on to this relationship that had been shattered before.
Its hard for us to heal the wounds that we have caused to each other before.
Its hard to forget all the bad things we've done and said to each other before.
Its hard to trust each other like we used to trust before.

But we had been through so much,
we had suffered so much,
and we are still together,
I am grateful and thankful.

From the first moment that you got my attention,
a stranger you were once.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and held both my hands.
I was taken and I have to mention,
I was trying to not let it show,
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go.
Now that years have passed,
ours souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about.
I was trying to not let it show,
but I knew I wasn't gonna let you go.
No one would've ever known it,
you would be the one who take this heart and hold it.
You got that extraordinary way ,
Yyu do something that I just can't explain.
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me,
Please know this I'll always be right here.

2008-09-17T16:35:00.003+08:00

Been to school almost everyday for FYP, going tuitions, and meeting baby is my routine recently.
Haha, had sooo much fun with the girls in school everyday.
*refer to pat's blog for a sweet and loving post for efours!*
Some dumb pics we took today!!!

The 2 ghost who is trying to scare each other and see who is scarier... haha
Nah, joking lurh, they are playing geok's i-phone.

efours
The hamster-like ghost and peaceful ghost.
The PUNK ghostsssss

My little black angel!!!!!!!!

The multi hands and multi expression pat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hee, thats all folks......................

2008-09-16T22:37:00.003+08:00

A Trip to Chinese Garden

Went to vist chinese garden for the lantern festival during the CLOSING TIME!
Haha.....
We were so late then its closed.....
Then the kind security guard allow us to go in and walk one round BUT the lights were all off, so basically its dark lurh..... Haha..

2008-09-15T18:31:00.002+08:00

Was teaching a pri.6 student. Came across this question and discussed it with my school mates.

Lily spent 3/8 of her money on centain number of pens and pencils(forgotten the actual number. She then spent the remaining 4/5 on 15 markers. Each pencil cost 2/3 of a pen. Each marker cause 20 cents more than a pen. Find the cost of each stationey.

We got the answer though but a clever smart ANDY fren of us thought of a more straight forward answer.....

Me: Reading out the question to my mates.
Andy: Easy lo!!!!!
Me: Really ah, you know how meh????
Andy: Know la, ASK THE SHOPKEEPER THE COST LO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everyone in the room: LOL

Smart right him... NO ONE thought of this answer... haha..

2008-09-15T18:22:00.004+08:00

Ahhhhh... Geoky is back from Taiwan!!!
And she bought us a necklace each... So sweet of her!!!
Thnx geok.....

The shop that sell these necklaces only has 1 of each in the store, so it is considered unique.
Mine has a story behind.
It a lock-like heart necklace.
Sometime back, a guy bought the key to this lock and wanted to give her girl as a wedding present, but the girl left him right before he gave her the key while wanted to come back and buy this lock.
Then the guy went back and return the key back to the shop but the keeper of the shop says that since its the only copy, so they won't re-sell.
The shop keeper took back the key and throw/burned it.
So thus, this is a heart lock without a key....

Meaningful rite???!!!!!
Love the necklace to bits!

Ps: Only you have the only key to my heart. Will you treasure it?

2008-09-05T19:06:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Although its holiday now, but still needa go back school everyday for FYP.
Its tiring but its worth it as i can spend time with the gals who can talk about anything under the lab!!! Haha.....

Some stupid shots we do to de-stress... hee..
I just realise that geoky and i look kinda similar... Haa

2008-09-05T01:32:00.001+08:00

DAMM BLOGGER!!!!!!!
DAMM ALIGNMENT!!!!!!!!
I GO SLEEP ALREADY, FIX IT TML!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

A Trip To Night Safari

Night-safari-ing with dear and dear and dear....

It was my first visit there, was uber excited about it!!!!

First thing first, cam whore of course... haha^^

Night Safari here we come!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Although there wont be alot of pictures on the animals i saw although i really wish to take BUT NO FLASH PHOTOGRAPHY ALLOWED!!!!!!!

Argh..............

So ya, some secretly flashed photos.....

.Some sort of deer cum squrriel thingy....

Otters!!!!!

CUTEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

awwwwwww

Provided you can spot them in the pictures.. LOL

Porcupine!!!!!!!!!!

Leopard

It was a memorable trip for me, though dear seems bored only with me.... Haha....

BUT I DIN GET TO CATCH THE ANIMAL SHOW BECOZ IT WAS FULL!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wasso pissed about it... Damm

Anyways, special thanks to dear for bringing me over!!!